the subway that only goes one way.

[subjective]

things i am worried about.

that i am becoming too angry.
that i hold people to higher standards than i should.
that i hold people to higher standards than i hold myself to.
that i am losing perspective as i become more comfortable.
that i will never be comfortable.
that this matters.
that my family will hate me.
that my family will not believe me.
that i will not be accepted to grad school.
that i will be accepted & then discover i don't know enough.
that i will not be able to write/talk about things in a way that makes sense to people outside my general social/political circle.
that one day i will lose touch, & not notice it.

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I can relate to a lot of these also. Not that that does you any good.

I hope things feel better soon, though. You can email me if you're feeling ranty.