dreaming our dreaming selves.

i just finished reading for monday seminar, creepy stuff about brains split in two to "cure" epilepsy & whether that means these people have two selves, two minds, etc. trying to figure out what my final project for this class will look like-- i am thinking of something about names & trans identities & "deaths" of identities/selves in terms of transition. not sure yet how i'd tie it all together.

today i fell asleep reading raymond williams & napped for an hour, during which i dreamt constantly but knew i was dreaming. i kept opening my eyes, aware of doing it, but still seeing the dream rather than my room or anything. SO FUCKING COOL.

i did not clean house today so must do that & finish williams tomorrow. tonight i will finish three articles on body image & wash the dishes.