come back, goodenergycore.

[subjective]

crankypants:

no alone time in approximately five days & i am feeling the strain.

a party last night at which:
i was the only non-grad student & one of two non-science geeks.
i realized again the extent to which i do not pass.
my old name was used.
"why do people have to be so political?"

work which consists of data entry, deposits, & filing, every day, all day. for nearly two years now.

application info for grad school that requests name & gender (check one of two boxes) on the first page. also, the realization that i have only one academic reference at this point. and that i probably screwed up future schooling endeavors by unceremoniously dropping out of library school & making absolutely no connections there.

losing four hours of data entry work by accidentally deleting it about five minutes ago.

fuck this.